Sunday, November 04, 2007
11:58 AM Y
Post title : hurt feelings
♥ You'll never know the real me.
a game that we are enjoyed..a game we all had fun..but why does it have to turn out like this??i want to win as well. i want to play in the team. but there is no doubt my skills are not there and it can actually be a burden to many in the team.. people do look down on me though they never mention.. it is actually affecting them.. i don't even know why in the world i can be a vice cap.. perhaps is just that admin things i do.. i try my best to work hard, work hard to improve and i am sure many are doing it as well.. given my standard i know i cant play in A div next year and i know that only by having new players our team will win.. but it does hurt me.. actually hurt me badly... sometimes it is just fact that i dun want to face.. sometimes i really feel by quiting volleyball will be better for me.. but it is the whole group of girls there that actually made me stay.. the whole group of you.. every single one.. remember the times that we had the fun we enjoyed. that was wat that keep me there.. cos i really cant play well..everyone in team MI, i am sure that everyone loves volleyball as much as you do.. and i am sure everyone is actually working towards the same goal..i hope everyone will be able to work things out.. i mean our whole team is a team and it is only with the spirits in us will lead us to greater heights right.. our whole team loves volleyball and we all want the team to be good. right? i really miss the good old times..
